depression and death. i know, this is not really happy, but this is life sometime.
i was already in the middle of a breakdown when Ema is gone. but after this terrible event, my family found me lost in a deep dark hole. i was unable to eat, sleep or move. i thought i was dying of an immense grief. 
i wanted to disappear.

i have the most stunning family & friends in this world.
my two sisters decided to help me in the right and wonderful way.
so, they bring me back to life. with life.

and thanks to them, i am gratefully introducing Harold to you.

with all my heart, thank you everyone, for support & love.

for Ema.

 Sarah Blasko - Woman by the well.

Lately I find that you know me, better than I know myself, like a woman who's lost herself,
By the water's edge, her reflection was taken by the tide.

I just want you around. I want you around.

Seconds and hours pass slowly. I move them all by myself, I can feel that I'm aging,
My hair is turning black, there's a rhythm behind it, that you can't know.

Still, I want you around. I just want you around. 'Cause I'm more lost than found.

Shine a light on my misery. Wake the child from her sleep.
Wipe the eyes of the dewy morning. The waters so deep.

Still, I want you around. I want you around. I just want you around.

Ema. Eternally.